being alone sucks when the clouds start to turn gray
and the memory of abuse is alive and well
the memories laugh and taunt
the breath though saves me
between the inhale and exhale
is where God restores my soul
I remember just like the last breath I took
this feeling of lonely will pass
I remember I am love
love is my super power
the next inhale comes to straighten my spine
the exhale releases all the indecision and doubt
the between the exhale and inhale
reminds me of my purpose
all my tears are stored
in between the inhale, the exhale,
the space where I release the energy that has
clogged my spiritual pores
in between the inhale and exhale
the space where my soul speaks
a language only God understands
by mozayik ‘the soul’ poet’
8.21.18