triggering event
flash back to the past
reliving as child
helplessness learned
feels familiar
even if abnormal
sometimes alone is safer but inflicts more pain
and the cycle repeats again and again
running
looking for rescue
anybody will do
just so i can make you love me
hate me
leave me
abuse me
so, I can make true
nobody loves me
isn’t that what you did to me
because it was done to you
so, we are stuck in this maze of abuse
today though, I’m really freaking tired of everyday being about you
I’m still running away while clinging to you
I don’t know how to separate me from you
yvette mozayik circa 2017
this poem fell onto the paper like most
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