if it were not for poetry
i would have given up long ago
poetry is the window to my soul
the light in darkness
sanity instead of delusion
poetry allows me to look at self
take my eyes off you
poetry inspires me
sets my soul free
when confused
and i cant stand
to look at your face
and fear keeps me from speaking
and shame and disgrace
cloud my world
poetry inspires me
to set on paper all things ugly
all things deep
so deep if spoken
it would cut
like a sword into your gray matter
and pierce your heart
causing you to want my blood
poetry inspires me
it lets me gather my thoughts
so you and i can remain free
to coexist without war
poetry has taken me far
been my release
if it were not for poetry
i would have thrown myself
on the floor
pulled out my hair
ran naked out my door
screaming
i cant take it no more
poetry inspires me
to drop to my knees
to ask god
for more strength to go on
with my prayer answered
i can go walking
out the door fully clothed
thanking god for strength
mercy and grace once more
all i need is poetry