I love you Nesie

Every day (because of my past) I fight the thoughts and feelings of rejection, abandonment and abuse.  Every day gets easier. I am learning how to capture those ugly thoughts and replace them with loving thoughts about why I love me.
It use to have me waking to tears and feeling like what is the point if nobody cares?
Now I wake with a smile that I survived.  Every day I learn a new way to love me.  Every day I am grateful just to be alive.  I can feel love now and I will never give up on loving me.  I now love and embrace “Nesie”  I love me.